Piece called ‘Red Dog’ published at Griffith Review

The good folk at Griffith Review have included a piece of mine in the online-only section of their latest edition, What is Australia for?

Here’s an extract:

As a child I never committed to memory my father’s exact words, but I did hold on to the red and blue images they called up. These were of desert sand and open sea, of fierce, humid heat that only cold beer could alleviate, of coral trout, red emperor and mackerel that leapt into his and his mates’ tinnies and were thrown on a fire after they made landfall on whichever island was closest.

In my mother’s stories, it was a place where occupants ran the air conditioning all the time to stop mould speckling and swelling over walls and clothes. Where the red dust meant that the failure to remove one’s shoes before entering another’s house was the height of rudeness. Where the hot-water systems were switched off to supply the houses with cool water, since the cold taps, attached to pipes that coursed through the scorching heat, delivered the water hot.

You can read the rest over there. Hope you enjoy it!

On a poster at uni

Waiting for a classroom to empty the other week, I saw one of these for the first time:

It ticked me off at first, but soon was making my blood quietly boil. Its ridiculing youth, its classism and posturing, and its assumption that the way one speaks reflects the way one thinks (and this sentiment is often extended to those who speak English as a second language) — well, needless to say that these made me go grrr.

But after that initial reaction, what slowly but surely got me down most was its target audience: university students, which to me said that the marketing team behind it presumed that they would have elitist pretensions. I resigned myself to assuming they’d done their market research; it must be true, I thought, which made me glum all day.

The next week, then, imagine the warm glow that ignited inside me when, same day and time, same classroom, the poster had this scrawled across it:

SNOBS!!!

I did a little inner fist-pump of glee, reinvested my faith in humanity, and had a bounce in my step all day. I’m sure it also meant I was extra compassionate with the students, too!

 

Some thoughts on now

The dissonance between the Lara del Rey of video clips and the Lana del Rey of interviews is, to my mind, pretty overt, and goes something like this: the first is world-weary, wounded, solitary, maybe even self-destructive; the second is wide-eyed, eager to please, polite and so very, very young. I’ve started to notice with a start this second quality in others as something that attracts me, which I’ve interpreted to mean that I no longer have it.

It used to be something I recognised in peers only as a sign that we probably wouldn’t become buds. Post-school, the vast majority of my friends were older than me by at least a few years. I often felt young in my friends’ presence — was all too aware of the many things I didn’t know, of my lack of sophistication, of the fact that, when I stopped to watch birds in the street, or when I said something off-topic, I was showing how wet behind the ears I was. Likewise, when I travelled, how shocked people would be that I was travelling alone, how they would look out for me and take me in because of my blithe sense that the world was a good place and no matter where I went, I would be fine.

Once, at post-tute drinks, the conversation moved from nude modelling to amateur porn and I thought, the whole time, that I was doing pretty well. Even felt like giving myself a bit of a pat on the back. I mean, I was keeping up, I was acting unfazed, I was laughing. Then, out of the blue, walking to the tram stop, the mature-age student whose ex had got a little too addicted to cocaine said: ‘Which school did you go to?’ I was surprised by the suddenness of the question, and by his seriousness. I told him he wouldn’t know it, that it was in the country. He stopped, made me look him in the face and said, with absolute sincerity (and to no-one but me), ‘Go back. Before this city corrupts you.’ I, dear reader, was crestfallen. I obviously hadn’t been doing too well at all. Read the full post »

‘Far Away Places’, Mad Men season 5, episode 6

So Mad Men is back (cue cheering) and I’m just as hooked as ever.

The latest episode, ‘Far Away Places’ (6), is a treat, not only because of its somewhat experimental form, but because of the way each of the characters it focuses on are shown to be adrift. How can we know the choices we make are the right ones? Will we ever be satisfied? Peggy continues in her imitation of Don, fails spectacularly (she’s a ‘girl’, so the kind of hard-line-with-the-clients that he used to take will never win them over when coming from her), and drowns her sorrows by — you guessed it — imitating his behaviour yet again. Roger, meanwhile, experiences a moment of empathy, and cracks form in Don and Megan’s bubble of bliss.

The same day is shown from three different perspectives: Peggy’s, Roger’s and Don’s. One of the most intriguing things about this technique is, for me, the way it throws open all that has come before now. Sure, in other episodes we were shown a sequence of events, but what was going on in the other characters’ lives at the same time? What didn’t we see? In this way, an effect of the real is created, and what’s suggested is that our access to the world of MM is limited, piecemeal (gasp!). We’ve been shown some of what’s happened, but our knowledge will always be imperfect.

It might just be me getting over-excited but it seems to me that the women are getting more showtime, too. Peggy held her own this week,  while in episode 4 we spent time with Joan, Sally and her step-grandmother, and Dawn and Peggy. Until now, I’ve usually found the show wanting in terms of the amount of time spent with female characters. I’d hang onto their every word not just because time spent with them was so intriguing but also because, well, they didn’t get the chance for many words. Great to see that maybe that’s no longer the case.

BUT, has anyone else noticed those shifts from one scene to another where, for example, a door shuts and another opens? The first time it’s clever and surprising; now it’s becoming a grating tic…

The Coorong and Colin Thiele’s Storm Boy

The idea of this book has existed in my imagination since I was a kid, but this is the first time I’ve read it. I tried getting my hands on it as a young’n after being captivated by the copy of Magpie Island I found in my school library: that picture book’s sense of loss and isolation — its confrontation with one of our greatest fears as social animals — was unexpected and appealed deeply. (In a similar vein, the Paul Jennings stories I most loved — and snatches of which I remember to this day: a man down a well with his head bent backwards, a child clothed in bats, a naked ghost — were always the few stories included in each collection that were melancholy instead of funny.) So, the story of a boy living in the Coorong always sounded to me like it would be my kind of thing.

We decided in a rush to go to the Coorong over the Easter break but, the decision being last minute, there wasn’t time enough to get my hands on a copy of Storm Boy. So I read it once we got back.

It’s a kid’s book, and it’s of a certain time and place, so it didn’t quite have the effect on me I’d hoped for. And I’m sure that, had I read it as a kid, I would have been disappointed by Storm Boy’s being sponsored to go to Adelaide to be educated as an ending. But what did strike me was the way Thiele describes place. I’ve never been so awe-struck by an ocean’s power and, once back, told others about it, breathless, before mentioning anything else. And it’s one of the first things Thiele hones in on. Here are some photos, and some of Thiele’s descriptions.

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To get there we had to cross the Wimmera.

There were dusts storms. The wind was ferocious and the rattling of my door with the broken seal threatened to drive me crazy. After a while I kept one hand on the wheel and the other pressed against the seal.

We didn’t have much of a map but ended up in Meningie and decided to keep driving along the shore of Lake Albert.


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I was starting to get nervous (it was past 5.30 pm) when there was a small sign pointing southward with the word ‘camping’. See, west of Meningie, that small green square of National Park? We travelled for maybe 30 minutes along a gravel road until we reached that bit and, soon after, the edge of that long strip of blue, which is the Coorong Lagoon, a 100-kilometre-long stretch that’s separated from the ocean by a sand dune peninsula.

There were signs stating ‘permit camping only’ — argh! There were also fishing shacks, so we went down to one to ask about the permit thing. Don’t worry, the beanied father grinned. Just set up wherever you find a spot and explain if a ranger comes along. (Turned out it wasn’t as bad as we thought: we found an honesty box the next morning not far away.)

Coorong Lagoon on arrival

Coorong Lagoon the next morning

The next day we camped further south at 42-Mile Crossing, where the lagoon ends. The campsite was nothing like the first, secluded spot, but you could cross the scrubby dunes on foot to the ocean.

The track to the dunes

Then up and over them

To this on the other side

Now tell me Thiele’s descriptions aren’t perfect:

His home was the long, long snout of sandhill and scrub that curves away south-eastwards from the Murray Mouth. A wild strip it is, windswept and tussocky, with the flat shallow water of the Coorong on one side and the endless slam of the Southern Ocean on the other. They call it the Ninety Mile Beach. From thousands of miles around the cold, wet underbelly of the world the waves come sweeping in towards the shore and pitch down in a terrible ruin of white water and spray. All day and all night they tumble and thunder. And when the wind rises it whips the sand up the beach and the white spray darts and writhes in the air like snakes of salt. p. 70

Now and then [people] sailed up the Coorong in their little boat, past the strange wild inlet of the Murray Mouth, past the islands and the reedy fringes of teh freshwater shore, past the pelicans and ibises and tall white cranes, to the little town with a name like a waterbird’s cry–Goolwa! p. 71

Do you have any perceptions or experiences of place that have been shaped by an encounter with literature?

Vignette ‘The Waiting’ published at Verity La

It starts: ‘She sits quietly, ankles and knees pressed together, hands settled neatly into her lap on the faded flower print of her tired dress.’

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Adrian Nicole LeBlanc’s Random Family and thoughts on interpretation

I’ve already mentioned that I read Random Family (does anyone else think that’s a really bad title?) by Adrian Nicole LeBlanc. I had heard good things about this piece of creative non-fiction, but was wary: I knew it followed the lives of people in an impoverished part of the Bronx, so was worried it might be voyeuristic.

Yet what I found was a narrator who treated her protagonists with utmost respect, and there wasn’t a hint of condescension anywhere. The language is stripped back and moments are carefully chosen to deepen the characterisations of people with all their messy, sometimes baffling contradictions. There are some interesting innovations with regards to both method and delivery: Read the full post »

Local discoveries

It looked abandoned, hence the appeal, but would we be able to get inside?

Into the grounds, easy — there was a hole in the cyclone fence — but (shhh, looking this way and that; there was such a far-sighted view of us, of where we were)  surely we couldn’t get into the actual building?

A push on a door and it swung into this:

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Hilarious comment on the D’Agata controversy

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Michael Sala’s The Last Thread

I read this the other week but it’s taken me this long to sit down and write some thoughts here — it always takes a while to kick into gear after a break, doesn’t it?

I ‘d come across a few of Sala’s stories before picking this up but hadn’t been particularly taken with them, so wasn’t sure that his autobiographical novel would be my kind of book. Yet after only a few pages I was hooked, and kept putting off urgent tasks.

[Urgent task example no. 1: class planning for an intensive subject (the equivalent of one year in five weeks), the kind of course that, afterwards, leaves you still buzzing, uselessly, with the nervous energy you had counted on to get through it, the kind that leaves you relieved and thinking, Finally I can have my life back, but also feeling a little bit bereft, too, now that you know it's over and those groups of people in those classes will never be together again: my present state of mind].

Just a few more pages, I would say to myself, glancing at the clock. Reading the first half, I was reminded of reading Steven Amsterdam’s Things We Hadn’t Seen Coming when it was hot off the shelf and had only had one brief review in the Age — the same hammering of the heart at the realisation that this, here, this local book from a small press, was something mighty special.

Michaelis, later Michael, spends his childhood between the Netherlands and Australia, depending on the whim of his adored Dutch mother, along with his older brother and Dutch stepfather and always trailed by the memory of his estranged Greek father. The story is narrated in snatches that, though in third person, beautifully concentrate on images and skirt around unknowings so that it is always clear that this is the perspective of a child. The use of short sentences also contribute to this illusion. From early on it becomes clear that those unknowings couch some dark secrets, which creates a sense of intrigue and dread, so that even apparently joyful or benign scenes — a visit to an ice-cream shop, a chocolate from a special tin at his grandmother’s — hum with the threat of something fearful.

The juxtoposition of disparate scenes, structured as vignettes, is often artful. Take this, the ending of one and the beginning of another: Read the full post »

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